Beautiful Sky

Beautiful sky at Punggol, love the colours :)

At The Garden Of Remembrance 25 Dec 2010

Christmas is here again, how time flies. Merry Christmas Molly, this is your favourite festive season. Today, me and my mum visited her after our church service, my grandmother, Yee Hwee and her parents were there too. I bought her a miniature Christmas tree, hope that she like it.

Bamboo Charcoal Bread

I was in JB for a printing press check this afternoon. My colleague and I stopped over at one of the shopping mall while waiting for the printer to get ready for the machine for press check. I entered to this Lavender cake shop and this particular black thing captured my eyes. It was a black colour bread made out of bamboo charcoal. It is soft, comes in 3 slices a packet, taste normal except that when you poo, it's black : p

At The Garden Of Remembrance 12 Dec 2010

I was at the Garden Of Remembrance today with my mummy. We decided to get Molly a pot of Poinsettia. Of all the festive season, Christmas was her favorite.

Making cake to deSTRESS!

I will be starting my new job tomorrow and I'm feeling rather stress today. Hmm... don't know why??? So... what should I do to deSTRESS? Baking of course :) I have tried something new today, 'almond + chesse + butter' & 'choccolate buttons buttercake'.

Do hope that everything will go smoothly tomorrow.

你最想記住身邊哪個人？

看不見的，是不是就等於不存在？　
記住的，是不是永遠不會消失？是月亮忘記了還是我們？

所有曾经的美好，其实并未消失，是不是仅仅只是我们看不见？
它们也许是在世界另一端静静绽放。

如同那些离开你的人，他们只是远离开你的生活和视野而并不是消失
这样想，那么一切难过的事，是不是就不会再那么难过？

by 幾米Spa

At The Garden Of Remembrance 26 Nov 2010

Finally able to visit Molly today. It has been 3 months since my last visit. My mummy bought her a pink potted flowers.

Pregnant No More

I called early yesterday morning for an appointment to see Dr. Lim. And went down to his clinic with my mum. The name of the clinic is Tow Yung Clinic located at Tanglin Shopping Center, according to my church sister, Qingli, the clinic is popular among the rich Indonesian Tai Tais. I got my weight and urine test done, and we waited for our turn.

At 12:10pm my name was called, we waited more than 1hr30mins for my turn. Dr. Lim is a 60's something old uncle and he look very fatherly. Feels very comfortable talking to him. He did a scan and told me that my pregnancy is not normal and in medical term is called 'Blighted Ovum' (An empty sac on the scan is a sign of a blighted ovum, where conception occurred and the fertilised egg implanted in your womb but the baby did not develop) Haiz... is confirmed after the second opinion, no choice but to accept it. I have a D&C done, the whole process took about 1 hour. Can't believed that I have had two D&C done within 4 months.

I feel sad and disappointed but at least I am ever being pregnant, and I experience what is called morning sickness and I was being treated like a empress in the house :)

A Second Opinion

A church sister, Qingli called around 9pm asking about me as I haven't been going to Sunday service for more than a month now. I told her that I'm expecting, she too was shocked. I told her my worries and thinking of having a second opinion because my baby had no heartbeat yet. She recommended and encouraged me to visit her ex-gynae Dr. Lim, a very experience old male gynae. She said in order not to have any regrets in my life, should go and try whatever we can. So i went.

I'm 8 Weeks Pregnant

Dropping by to Dr. Ang's clinic for another scan today, I'm feeling better this morning. I was hoping for a miracle today, and I wanted to see the baby heartbeat but the result is the same. No heartbeat... Dr. Ang suggested for a second opinion, to get another scan done at the another clinic. What other options does we have? Okay, let's schedule another scan next Tuesday at Thomson Medical then.

I'm looking very pale now, no appetite and I ate very little. When I eat, is just for my baby.